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I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!! Did ANYONE miss me? Anyone at all? My last post was June of last year. HOLY SHIT!!! Last post was me getting my memorial tattoo for Jason...Jason who's birthday was just this past Sunday. My wifey made it through the day pretty good if i do say so myself! I think i was more sad than she was. Weird i know!!


I have decided, once again, to write on this thing daily...Well, I am going to TRY for daily. Don't know how well that is going to work out. But i will try. I have so much shit going through my head every single day that i need an outlet. Need somewhere to vent my feelings. Get shit OUT!!! Outta my head before it EXPLODES and i vent through Mot (ill explain Mot in a few...chillax)...So, my goal is to try to write every, single day. Even if it is just a post and a picture....ANYTHING! SOMETHING!! I miss writing everyday....




So, SO much has happened since my last post. OH MY! I don't even know where to start! When i last posted i was single(ish), living in my apartment on Lunt, alone and having the time of my life!! Saw my girlies for a few hours every evening, slumber parties with me, Danielle, Hannah and Katie every single weekend. Life was pretty good...Summer was just starting, weather was changing and i was content with my life...........So let's see....Where do i start?? Month by month maybe?? You know Ive smoked a lil too much of that wacky tobaccy in my time so i dont know how much i can remember....A year ago!!! ok, lets see...




JULY: July changed my life completely. Lets start with The Fourth of July weekend. I went to Iron Mountain, MI with Kristen and Danielle. I got to see my beloved TATER TOT!! I haven't seen him in years. Danielle got to see her bestest buddy Miss Anna and we hung out with Emma and her boyfriend Clint. It was a great weekend. Here is a picture of me and Tater and a pic of Kristen, Tater, Emma and Anna.....Fun times
Lets move on to the end of July....July 26/27 to be exact!! Was a normal McKellin's night! Me, Ellyne, Murphy and Z all went out drinking....We all went outside to smoke. Across the street i saw some guy wearing a Social Distortion shirt....HOTT guy BTW! So i pointed him out to EZ. EZ yelled "She likes your shirt..." and the dude said thanks and went into the bar. When i was done smoking i was walking back to my "perch" and SickBoy was playing on the jukebox. Dude walked up to me and asked if he could sit next to me....BUT OF COURSE!!!! He was hot, why would i say no to that.. DUH! So we proceeded to drink and drink and fucking DRINK ourselves to oblivion. We talked ALL NIGHT....He was moving to a house in Park Ridge the next morning, owned a handyman service and he was single and blah blah blah...So at closing me my(hot dude) and Ellyne all went back to my place to continue the partying. Well after an awkward morning, Tommy left....i didn't hear from him for weeks. Then out of the blue i get a voicemail from him while i am at work. He left the song "Far way" (soc d) on my voicemail......So i get home and my cell rings and its HIM! Or so i thought! It was actually his girlfriend,.....His girlfriend who he lived with in that house in Park Ridge! So after a million calls from her where Ellyne had to convince her that there was nothing going on between us and that he was just some dude that wanted to buy her bulldog, that was it.....I thought he was SCUM!!! This is the night Tommy and I met at McKellins................


AUGUST: Out of the blue Tommy(Mot) starts sending me texts. I didn't know if it was him or his girl so i answered like it was her. So he left me a voicemail explaining that his girlfriend stole his cell and called everyone on his phone. Then he sent me a text that said "Mike Ness thanks you".....So knew it was him....We talked and talked and talked...Even said Hi to Ed (his kid bro)...




Lets move onto September: September 10th comes around. We text all day (Mot and I)...

He calls me when i get home. Says he is in the neighborhood...He is covered in mud and he fucked up his hand. And since "your a nurse you can fix me"....Well, the last time he stopped by i was just getting home from work and i was in scrubs! So he comes over, he showers, i give him some pj pants and a tshirt and make him dinner....we sat on the couch and watch tv while i fix his fucked up hand.......the next morning we both leave for work.....he calls me a million times that day and comes over again that night....and that was it....He never left. I fell in love with Mot that first night i met him. Who would have thought that a one night stand would end up being me in love with my soul mate. Yeah, sounds kind of corny doesn't it. But, it is true. Those first few months were probably the happiest months ever. We were together day and night. Except Friday nights. He stayed at a friends on the nights i had my kids for awhile. Then one night i said FUCK IT! I had left Danny almost a year before. If i wanted a boyfriend SO BE IT! He was nervous as hell to meet my kids. He fell in love with Hannah instantly. And Hannah him....To this day they are inseparable.....He loves her and she loves him......




So turn the clock all the way to now, November 2009.....We have our own house!! On Fitch just blocks from my babies.....I no longer work for Childrens so I'm home every single day with my girls and Tommy....Kristen rents out our basement...one big happy family!! Ummmm NOT! LOL We have our ups and our super lowwwwwwsss...But most of all, i am happy with the direction my life is heading.....Ok, forgot how hard it is to write this thing!! Tomorrow will be easier cuz i don't have to update a years worth of shit all at once...so I'm logging off now...But i leave you with pictures....


LATERS...........